Sunday, September 29, 2013

The Promenaders

As the music rises and falls
In an atmosphere that calls
Even the least ardent of souls
Out of the everyday roles
That is had been designed for them to play.
As they sit around they can be heard to say
The most beautiful thoughts and speeches
The kind of talk that reaches
The heart of every man.
It is if their plan
Is to reach the schism
Of happiness, of delight – of hedonism.

Unfortunately this state of rapture
Is gone at the finale.  One can’t capture
Even a moment later
As if in the heart is left a crater,
A gap, a longing to be filled,
The feelings of the world to be stilled.
The souls cry out just for peace
The music is seems is just a lease
As other things they try
To reach that unknown high
That will again leave in time.
This scurvy needs a cure – it needs some lime.




27th July 1991, London, England.


-Richard
Betrayal

Every day was spent
Either sitting in
Or walking around
Parisienne streets or La Jardin
De Luxembourg.

Why was for all plain to see –
He’d given his heart
And all his soul
As one sees in impressionist art,
To a young jolie mademoiselle.

Why, then is he sad?
If I were him
(And oh to be)
I’d be swinging limb to limb
From all the blossoming trees.

Now, I’m afraid to say
Things for him have gone wrong
His young lady
Has on a journey so long –
Gone across to Angleterre.

And now in England
Things don’t last.
An English lad turns up.
Our hero’s memory fades so fast
As to someone else she’s making love.

Our poor friend is lost
All that’s left is a dream
Turned sour
And now it does seem
That there is no such thing as true love.



17th July 1991, West Ealing, London, England.


-Richard
On Guard

Not a movement, not a glimmer.
For a home a small box,
Not a home of your own
It’s shared with countless others
As folks stand and stare.

In the summer it is stifling
As bright red tunics are buttoned up
And tall hats made of fur
In the winter give no protection
To the wind, rain and snow.

But, no matter what
You stand there all alone
A dignitaries in posh cars
Or, guests all togged up
Seem to pass you unaware.



9th July 1991, London, England.


-Richard

I Can’t Understand

I can’t understand
How nature can exist
Without a creator behind
All the things on the land.

Why can’t I see?
Why can’t I find?
Oh God! – If you’re there
Show yourself to me.



10th June 1991, Shipley Glen, England.


-Richard

Has He Called Us?

He has called us out of darkness.
Now we can see -
More or less?

How do we know
Is it just emotions –
Or have people just told us so?

Do we just want to be secure
It is just an excuse –
That Salvation through grace we procure?

What good do we do
Is it what Jesus wants –
I’ll leave it up to you?

I want to really find
How to see the God
And break the chains that bind.

I’ll keep on searching
Asking, seeking, knocking
Until God I end up praising.




8th June 1991, Bradford, England.


-Richard
Poets Inspiration

I can see why
The poets were inspired.
One can sit and lie
And let imagination be fired.
The powerful mountains that rise
Above a silvery, shimmering lake
Their grandeur and size
Proving all man’s work just to be fake.




4th June 1991, Ambleside, England.


-Richard
The Lakes

A man’s emotions
Can often be described
As, so often tried
By the philosophers of
Old and new
Right or wrong?
No one can say.

Nature can best illustrate
As a day by the lake can show.
Serene calmness
Sun glinting down
Shattered by clouds, wind
And rain:-
Peace has gone.




3rd June 1991, Ambleside, England.


-Richard
Pain

They stand on stage and sing
Claiming adulation as they dance
Not for themselves
They’re millionaires:-
They want “us” to give to the suffering.

They stand there in Parliament
Arguing like children just to score points
All for themselves
They need votes:-
“Compassionate” aid is sent.

They go around the streets preaching
Like a competition to convert the most
All for themselves
They want to get to Heaven:-
A hungry babe is screaming!





17th May 1991, West Ealing, London, England.

-Richard
The Test Lab

One could be mistaken
By perhaps conceiving
An idea, though premature
When walking through the door
You wouldn't be quite sure
Into where you where treading.
I could be more akin
To a horror movie scene:-
Perhaps a house of a villain
Or, white coats prevalent
It could be seen
To be a hospital ward.

However, it is a chemistry lab,
Glassware strewn
All around.  In a corner
An instrument whirs
In competition with another three.
I wonder what Dalton,
Davy and Faraday would think
If they could today
See were their profession has gone.
They would perhaps recognise a sink
As there is not much room,
What with all these machines
And not many test tubes to be seen.




3rd May 1991, North Acton, London, England.

-Richard
A Poem for…….  A Poem for……

You said “Thank-you”,
But,         why?
‘Tis I who should
‘Tis I you made happy.
I say thank-you
For love shown
For kindness given:-
Perhaps I am wanted.

Despite the miles
You’re close by in my heart
Troubles may descend on you,
But, with prayer I’ll be with you.
Although it’s hard to know
Why we must be alone now
One day hence we’ll all be together:-
Forever!





15th April 1991, West Ealing, London, England.

-Richard
Music

Music expresses,
Music moves,
Memories evoked,
A song remembered,
A beat cheers up,
A note saddens,
The record stops.
But,
The song plays on still.



14th April 1991, West Ealing, London, England.


-Richard
INCO (Europe) Ltd.

They say they’re precious;
Metals, that is;
Platinum, palladium and ruthenium.
To me they’re ordinary, every day,
As test after test I carry out.
Iridium, rhodium and gold too.
How can they be precious
When I've got you?




4th April 1991, North Acton, London, England.


-Richard
The Clock

Slowly, slowly.
“Get a move on please”
“We’re waiting, we’re waiting”
“Oh! Please hurry up!”
Another minute ticks by
At the clocks own inexorable pace.



2nd April 1991, North Acton, London, England.


-Richard
On the Dole!

Why do I have to go through this?
Why have my emotions broken?
Why has my hope shattered?
Why can’t they understand?
I feel like a ship stranded on dry land
My faith it is battered
I need love, even if only a token,
But, what I need most is a hug from my sis!!














5th December 1990, Hartlepool, England.

-Richard

The Good Ole’ Days

Those were the days my friend!

“Aye!” ses the old man hunched,
Crippled with arthritis.   Old leather slippers
Allowing a wrinkled big toe a sight
Of the flickering, temperamental, coal fire,
Through a hole wrought by years of use.
“Aye!” he says again, “they woz grand but ‘ard.
You young ‘uns y’don’t know yer born!”

It was like travelling back.
My jeans and sweat shirt felt as though
They belonged to some future era more akin to Star Trek.
It should have been brown baggy pants tied with string
Or, perhaps braces holding up and showing
Beneath the ragged patch tweed jacket
And, of course on my crown the flat cap
Without which I could not take my rightful place.

“Y’know son, when ah was your age
Ah’d been workin’ doon in t’pit for years.
Aye, me, our kid and the auld man,
Doon there in Shotton Colliery.  It were bad.
Made us men though, aye, it’ll do you some good
Working in all that clart, wet n’ dark.
No place for sissy’s that.”

“Ah, remember me mam, God rest her soul.
Cryin’ buckets she was.  “Y’Dad’s gone t’war.”
Nivver really understood, too young. “Fightin’ for King George
And England.  Died in glory they told us.”
Ah was right proud, someat t’boast to me mates.
Better that way though, poor Jack doon the street blind
And Johnny in number ten, gone mad they said.
I nivver did see me mam smile again,
No, not after that.”

“Mind you laddie, I did me bit for blighty!
Forty-one it was when ah was called up
‘Ad a missus n’ two kids be then.
Sent me to desert under Monty.  Great bloke.
The lads worshipped ‘im, he were a genius.
Went all the way to El Alamein wi’ ‘im.  Stuffed the Krauts.
Copped it in the leg.  ‘Ad to be sent ‘ome.
Pity really, ah was just beginnin’ to enjoy meself!”

“It weren’t all fightin’ and work though.
Used t’love Saturday afternoon at Roker or St. James.
Fifties were best, ganin’ up to Newcastle w’grandbairns
Stannin’ in warm or cold watchin’ Jackie,
Milburn that is, destroyin’ Spurs or The Arsenal.
The other United, Manchester, were a canny side n’all.
It were a great day in ‘Pools when the Busby Babes came.
Got beat, like, but we was proud of the lads.
Ken Johnson got a goal.  He owns a chippy now y’know.”

Yes!  I did know that link with today
Bringing me back to reality.  Passing through eighty years
And, looking back, despite modern technology
We’re no better off.   Just as much poverty
And on the brink of war as fifty years ago.
Jeans and sweat shirt, modern trends no better off.
Aye, Ah’ll think Ah’ll get patty n’ chips from Kenny’s.
He played again Man. United and scored y’know!!






9th November 1990, Hartlepool, England.

-Richard
Christians

I sometimes sit and wonder
What God in Heaven really thinks
As Christians day by day
Get confused in trivial things?

Are you a charismatic?
Are you an evangelical?
Are you water baptised?
Do you believe in speaking in tongues?

Should I sit or stand to pray?
Throw him out he’s clapping hands.
And whatever you do
Don’t smile be miserable!!

Jesus must cry in despair.
All He asks is that you believe
And you shall be His child
Living for ever in His love.



October 1990, Bradford, England.

-Richard
The Eagle

He sat there all alone
The vastness of the sky
Was once his proud domain
His wings he used no more
Trapped by huge metal bars
For men to stand and stare
How he ached himself to free.

Suddenly, he saw hope
The cage was left ajar
Forward his body surged.
Joy came back, life anew
As up and up he rose
With grace, to slide, to swoop.
Free to where he belonged.







September 1990, Hartlepool, England.

-Richard
Home Again

I went my own way
Ignored You, built a barrier
You tried to reach me.
I wasn’t there.

I had decisions to make,
Got into knots, got confused,
Wandered further away,
Down and down.

Life wasn’t worth living.
I became bitter and selfish
Just wanting to run away
But, all I could do is cry.

All that was left was to submit.
I took Your love You gave freely.
You’d never left me.
I’d just left You.



13th September 1990, Zeebrugge, Belgium.

-Richard
Loneliness II

Homeward bound, the song says,
To where my love lays.
But, I sit here thinking
I’m going home to be alone.

I often am lonely
People, friends don’t realize
A hug, a word of acceptance,
Give a special spark of meaning.

I’ll keep going on searching,
Waiting and hoping
For that special one
The will come and give me love.








13th September 1990, Zeebrugge, Belgium.

-Richard