Sunday, September 29, 2013


The Good Ole’ Days

Those were the days my friend!

“Aye!” ses the old man hunched,
Crippled with arthritis.   Old leather slippers
Allowing a wrinkled big toe a sight
Of the flickering, temperamental, coal fire,
Through a hole wrought by years of use.
“Aye!” he says again, “they woz grand but ‘ard.
You young ‘uns y’don’t know yer born!”

It was like travelling back.
My jeans and sweat shirt felt as though
They belonged to some future era more akin to Star Trek.
It should have been brown baggy pants tied with string
Or, perhaps braces holding up and showing
Beneath the ragged patch tweed jacket
And, of course on my crown the flat cap
Without which I could not take my rightful place.

“Y’know son, when ah was your age
Ah’d been workin’ doon in t’pit for years.
Aye, me, our kid and the auld man,
Doon there in Shotton Colliery.  It were bad.
Made us men though, aye, it’ll do you some good
Working in all that clart, wet n’ dark.
No place for sissy’s that.”

“Ah, remember me mam, God rest her soul.
Cryin’ buckets she was.  “Y’Dad’s gone t’war.”
Nivver really understood, too young. “Fightin’ for King George
And England.  Died in glory they told us.”
Ah was right proud, someat t’boast to me mates.
Better that way though, poor Jack doon the street blind
And Johnny in number ten, gone mad they said.
I nivver did see me mam smile again,
No, not after that.”

“Mind you laddie, I did me bit for blighty!
Forty-one it was when ah was called up
‘Ad a missus n’ two kids be then.
Sent me to desert under Monty.  Great bloke.
The lads worshipped ‘im, he were a genius.
Went all the way to El Alamein wi’ ‘im.  Stuffed the Krauts.
Copped it in the leg.  ‘Ad to be sent ‘ome.
Pity really, ah was just beginnin’ to enjoy meself!”

“It weren’t all fightin’ and work though.
Used t’love Saturday afternoon at Roker or St. James.
Fifties were best, ganin’ up to Newcastle w’grandbairns
Stannin’ in warm or cold watchin’ Jackie,
Milburn that is, destroyin’ Spurs or The Arsenal.
The other United, Manchester, were a canny side n’all.
It were a great day in ‘Pools when the Busby Babes came.
Got beat, like, but we was proud of the lads.
Ken Johnson got a goal.  He owns a chippy now y’know.”

Yes!  I did know that link with today
Bringing me back to reality.  Passing through eighty years
And, looking back, despite modern technology
We’re no better off.   Just as much poverty
And on the brink of war as fifty years ago.
Jeans and sweat shirt, modern trends no better off.
Aye, Ah’ll think Ah’ll get patty n’ chips from Kenny’s.
He played again Man. United and scored y’know!!






9th November 1990, Hartlepool, England.

-Richard
Christians

I sometimes sit and wonder
What God in Heaven really thinks
As Christians day by day
Get confused in trivial things?

Are you a charismatic?
Are you an evangelical?
Are you water baptised?
Do you believe in speaking in tongues?

Should I sit or stand to pray?
Throw him out he’s clapping hands.
And whatever you do
Don’t smile be miserable!!

Jesus must cry in despair.
All He asks is that you believe
And you shall be His child
Living for ever in His love.



October 1990, Bradford, England.

-Richard
The Eagle

He sat there all alone
The vastness of the sky
Was once his proud domain
His wings he used no more
Trapped by huge metal bars
For men to stand and stare
How he ached himself to free.

Suddenly, he saw hope
The cage was left ajar
Forward his body surged.
Joy came back, life anew
As up and up he rose
With grace, to slide, to swoop.
Free to where he belonged.







September 1990, Hartlepool, England.

-Richard
Home Again

I went my own way
Ignored You, built a barrier
You tried to reach me.
I wasn’t there.

I had decisions to make,
Got into knots, got confused,
Wandered further away,
Down and down.

Life wasn’t worth living.
I became bitter and selfish
Just wanting to run away
But, all I could do is cry.

All that was left was to submit.
I took Your love You gave freely.
You’d never left me.
I’d just left You.



13th September 1990, Zeebrugge, Belgium.

-Richard
Loneliness II

Homeward bound, the song says,
To where my love lays.
But, I sit here thinking
I’m going home to be alone.

I often am lonely
People, friends don’t realize
A hug, a word of acceptance,
Give a special spark of meaning.

I’ll keep going on searching,
Waiting and hoping
For that special one
The will come and give me love.








13th September 1990, Zeebrugge, Belgium.

-Richard
The Teddy Bear

As I look upon his face
Deep eyes they stare out
Showing love and care.
Whatever you do he loves you.
If all around is gone
You may hate and despise him,
But his eyes just love the same.
When he was rejected, thrown away
I thought I saw a tear
On the face of the teddy bear.

It made me think of God.
His eyes they look to you
Searching, loving, caring.
When life crashes around you,
You have nothing else,
You may despise and hurt Him
But, you can’t stop Him loving you.
He was rejected, killed even.
And I did see a tear
On the face of the Almighty God.

14th July 1990, Northwich, England.

-Richard
The Day of Love

Your deep brown eyes
Sparkling with joy
Reflecting in mine
On this, the day of love.

Your infections smile
Showing great peace
Imbedded in my mind
On this, the day of love.

Your caring heart
Glowing with love
Matched by mine
On this, the day of love.

Thank you for your love
Being there for me
A love I return
On this, the day of love.



13th February 1990, Bradford, England.

-Richard